Grief Thought Entry 2
It is almost the weekend again. Many people are excited about the weekend. The weekend makes me cringe now, especially on Saturdays. I know I am still in the early stages of grief and mourning but that Saturday turned my world upside down. Grief comes in many ways and affects us all differently. The thing is to allow ourselves to feel all the emotions but most importantly go to GOD first and allow HIM to provide us with comfort. Also, we must allow ourselves time to grieve and not rush the process. This also comes with allowing others to help and letting go of pride. Remember, asking for help is not a sign of weakness; many people want to help. This is a very difficult mourning journey and only my faith and support have allowed me to get as far as I am. I have many memories of my husband and see him throughout our house in the many areas he has touched. Sometimes I am like please wake me up from this dream. Navigating without your person here on Earth is tough but the joy you have in knowing you will be reunited again helps you to move on. Counseling has truly been a lifesaver during this season. I recommend everyone to have faith and therapy, much needed. It is night again as I write this and today I have really missed my best friend, but I know he is at peace. Thank you, God for everything!!!